The balance may not be realized in us, even if it exists between memories and their gaps, and between our imaginations and what fills those gaps in contrast, agreement, encounter and separation.. Memories and fantasies will remain a long way to the past, and to the future. In methods we have inadvertently developed, so that the mixture becomes as homogeneous as we want, We developed it after we couldn't escape from both of them. It will never stop, and we will turn its bitterness into pride